Hey everyone, I'm really sorry but I've been up since 4 and I really can't sleep so the following may just turn out to be ramblings of the overtired or it may be ok. I'm not really sure. I got really drunk last night on 1 large glass of red wine (yes just 1, I know I'm lame) and ate a chicken burger.
Update on everything:
Si's move in -
My bf Simon moved in 2 weeks ago and it was very scary in the beginning because he had moved away from all of his friends and family to take a new job in a new place and so it felt like there was a lot of pressure on us both to make it work. It's still scary but it's working well (although I do keep waking him up this morning when I check if he is awake). I think Bryn and Gareth have helped alot, being friendly and welcoming. Bryn and Si are thinking of going salsa dnacing together (no they arent really gay) and there is a place in Wilmslow (Wednesday 8-10) so I have to remind them both to go and do it.
When Si first moved in I was really unsure about what to say to him alot of the time. I almost didnt know how to act when he was around and we had a couple of arguments about stupid small things (that I poke and hit him too much and that he is too critical of me). We're doing better now I think and the only thing I worry about now is whether I can stop work before 7 and come home on time so that we can spend the evening together and get a game of squash in.
Si really hates his new job - it's full of middle aged people and no-one he can relate to. Hopefully he will find something more interesting soon.
I'm doing alot of exercise at the moment in the vain hope of becoming fitter. I go to the gym most days before work or in my lunch hour and play squash on average 3 times a week. Having Si here means I get to play more squash and we are going to join a squash league in Wilmslow. Having Si here means I also get more bedroom exercise to work off the frustrations of long days in the office - so sorry to Gareth and thanks for putting up with us both.
Work seems to have taken over my life and I really hope I dont turn into one of those people who work all hours of the day and have no social life. I'm also scared that in time I'll push Si away because I dont get home until after 7 and that's when I really push to get home as soon as I can. I wont talk about work anymore though because that would be too boring. Work is going well and I enjoy it.
Bryn is coming over tonight so that we can go to my workmates birthday party. Bryn - we have a minibus that will take us home at 2.00am (we should get back at 3.00am)
Can someone please knock me out with something heavy - I really need to sleep.
Liz - Sorry for boring you all.